Once I was Two

I haven’t noticed the wings on me after I got the bail out from college…….The winds started to lift my soul to higher levels of ambition and excitement, reflections of hope were still shining upon my eyes…. everything surrounding me started feeling different…….

“I already made my choices” I believed while looking for the cliff to leap from….I’m pissed off because I’m still tied to the poles of “what will other people think” and “you’re going nowhere”……I began biting my nails to the bones out of fear from aging without progress, no legacy left behind. Things changed….but people remained the same…

Beneath my wings longed a faint shadow, a current of foul winds started blowing, and my guts felt the presence of evil surrounding me….He stood in front of me….with rested shoulders, completely calm…

It was one of those wicked moments…..I recalled this man from before, but I couldn’t recognize “who he was?” or “when or where I met him?”….I couldn’t stop feeling that things are going to get worse…

“No money, No women, No fame, No power….for 10 months, you were such a headache“ He mumbled while wondering around me tilting his head to the ground with his hands on his back….

“I can’t really find a pure definition for you, quite unpredictable indeed, what do you really want from this world?! What is your motive? You’re the only equation I couldn’t solve” He said while turning pages, he accidentally turned up his head, and for my surprise….it was me…

“I freed you from my prison, I thought you would polish me up to be complete….you deceived me, If I could only free myself from these shackles!” I mentioned while struggling with the tied ropes.

“Look at you…..I gave birth to you, you were nothing 10 months ago remember! I’ll let you go right now, I thought July was your deadline, but those headaches would kill me before that….I’m here to do “us” a favor…” He waved his hands in a circle, “Burn!” He shouted….The ropes flamed in fire….and He began fading

“You know where to find me once you miss me….haha…If you made it that far” Laughing till he vanished…

“This is it! Freedom!” I said while stretching my wings, and getting ready for a glide in the air…..”This feels quite amusing” whispering to myself with mere excitement. Now I’m up in space….In a level where I can’t tell the sky from the sea….It didn’t remain for too long until I found a corrupted world, with no place to land….I fell into the fire…

“Another After-graduation dream” I thought while facing the ceiling of my bedroom, I wore my slippers on, and hit the showers.