During fasting: RPM (675+ Colories)
After fasting: None
Dear heart,
I kept feeling my chest with my hands the
moment I finished blowing balloons for the kids this evening. As if a needle
pierced through your core, and I couldn't help but to hold and control my
breath with extreme care not to feel the pain again...You made me worried....Are
you all right?
I'm sorry for abusing you for the past
week. Ramadhan could have been a shocking change to you, and I feel sad that i
didn't prepare you for that....but yeah, we were a good team...I've had you
whenever I needed an extra push, I can feel how fatigued you were, madly
pumping blood to keep me wild and reckless...but honestly, I enjoyed my journey
with you.
Unfortunately, we are on a road of no
return this month. I can't help but to believe that either way you will get
healthier and stronger. Just bear with me in the challenges to come.
All what I need is your support to my
desire and will to reach a possible state of mind where physical energy becomes
infinite. If only I could feel that for once I'd be satisfied.
If you think that I'm a blind fool chasing
butterflies, its all right... even If i didn't get there in time...It's all right...even if such thoughts don't exist, its all right...All what I can say
is that my journey with you have been good times... and I'm willing to move on.
Yours truly,
Rayan
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